Have you ever felt like getting a piece of paper and fill it with your thoughts? That you feel so many emotions in the same time, so you have the strong need to put them aside for a while and make your mind clear by having a good conversation with your ego? It’s like you think with two different ways, the emotional and the rational one. The first one’s so melt and sensitive, always carried away from your feelings and your inner thoughts, it helps you take almost pain free decisions and it’s pretty sure you’re going to regret them later. The second way, though, the rational one, gives you the sensation of having taken the right decision, but you may feel that you haven’t burst out enough. So, I can’t help but wonder: which is the best way to think, when the only thing you aim to do is straightening up your life and get a move on with it? Isn’t it weird when you’ve made a big decision that affects you as directly as possible, like getting a certain person out of your life, and the only thing you can recall after that is just the awesome time you’ve spent together? The great feelings and the funniest moments you may went through? This is where you need the “on” button, so as to switch the “rational behavior” on and never switch this off again! But isn’t it the greatest thing ever when you’re able to live your life to the full? To be happy, sad, disappointed, in love, angry, excited, proud, determined..? So, I won’t be afraid to take this kind of decisions anymore. Because I may was so far. But, despite all these negative feelings, I do feel inside that I’ve cleared my life up and this makes me be good and ok with it.

I may miss you like a child misses their blanket, but it feels so right after all.